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"It's the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting......Before a dream is realized, the Soul of the World tests everything that was learned along the way. It does this not because it is evil, but so that we can, in addition to realizing our dreams master the lessons we have learned as we have moved toward that dream. That's the point at which most people give up.... [At this point] Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself. And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of search is a second's encounter with God and with eternity."- Paulo Coelho

Who are you?
This person who whispers in my ear that I can only enjoy in the darkness of my dream.
The one who is lost in my battle to make me you leave alone, but I keep you here in my desires.
Craving every single breath I envision a caress along my cheek and smile brushing my jaw.
The one who's touch lingers upon my chest when the seeded pain twist so deeply.
I just want to feel your hair against my finger tips, not a trail I keep following like a braided path.

Tell me why....
Your laughing when I open my eyes and nothing is there but the world I have formed.
Each day that rolls by again and again is just a hint of eternity you are spending haunting me.
I thought I had my dream and when she was gone, the other lingered to smile when I frown.
You hold on to a piece of my heart that never heals from its crack of love taken.
I can't just open my arms and you will finally fall in to spare me the agony.

Find me..
Watching the plains of my horizon that is just waiting to feel the step of your feet.
My hand is out waiting for fingers that curl as we walked the shores watery stream.
Whispering my vows of forever, I will protect every core of what is truly us.
Being strong enough to bend on a knee and offer you my life, for you part of it.
Smiling for I know only now, in your arms, and our paths now one, I am complete.